AmaZing Love of God & Grace...

You Are My King (Amazing Love) Lyrics

Artist(Band):Newsboys

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken
I’m accepted, You were condemned
I’m alive and well, Your Spirit is within me
Because You died and rose again

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken
I’m accepted, You were condemned
I’m alive and well, Your Spirit is within me
Because You died and rose again

Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, would die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You
In all I do, To honor You

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken
I’m accepted, You were condemned
I’m alive and well, Your Spirit is within me
Because You died and rose again

Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, should die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You
In all I do, To honor You
In all I do, To honor You

You are my King
You are my King
Jesus, You are my King
You are my King

Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, should die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You

Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, should die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You
In all I do, To honor You

In all I do, To honor You,
In all I do, To honor You,
In all I do, Let me honor You.

hAppY BirthDay...!!!!!!!

yEah!! today is the dAy.... sooo long i haf been waIting.. lolx.. i wiSh tt i can haf eVery haPpy things on Earth.... to go on and on... Nv stop and Family are in good health.. good relationship.. and lotsa lotsa stuff.. hee .. i wish tt everyone will b in God's good Hand... and have all stuff done up nicely for them... hee

i Love my Family and Friends..
HapPy BirThdAy!!!!!!

StaYin or LeaviNg?? DeCisioN....

wAt a Week it is.. hmm, well Semester is coming to an end so does my degree.. Now i got to choose to do honours or go back and work.. rEalli a hard dEcision to make.. I myself oso dunno wat decision to make... i came here suddenly and leave here suddenly... no trace of where i went.. memories that i haf here is sooooo impt to me.. and the people here i met made me feels like i am wat i am.. no need to act ard, no need to so wat is so called the right thing... hmmm well i guess, my sheperd oso tell mi abt this issue and the advice as a fren was to go back to Singapore and work first.. then follow by study again... well i guess tt wat i will b doin.. but deep down in mi... i dunno wat i wan... dilemma.. Confusions.. Undecided.. Wat shld i do... Staying or Leaving....

i Miss my fRens heRe.. Hate to leave this plc... :<

*Sometime.. things are not meant for u to decide.. They are there for u to tAke it.. No question asked.. This is Destined fAte...

StrOng Ties & Loving Family

Have been thinkin soooo much recently... i realise that having a good family and strong ties with ya family members is realli realli impt.. I too realise wat mummy says is realli true and real.. " No one except ya family will be there for u when troubles arises. They are the onli group of pple that will scold u for ya good and bring u back to the right track..." Tis is realli realli hits my heart when i am writing this blog.. NOW i mean... I miss my sisters and my parents.. realli have been with mi thru all the tough time that i have Experiences.. I LOVE them more then any other things.. that is in my life..

I always too pray to God that " make my family a happy and close family.. Let nth comes btw us and make us all stronger.. My sisters will be healthy and cheerful as always.. less bad temper periods and go out with us more..." I also pray that i will b closer to them and put them in front of my friends and games.." i know i have been pretty bad talkin to them at them but i am trying.. Everytime i saw them callin my on MSN.. i am happy and yet not happy.. cos mummy will act cute again... lolz... i seldom see Liwei talkin to mi on msn.. well i hope i can tok to her more then last time.. maybe she is busy with her stuff and yup... thus no time to tok to mi.. but its alrite... i can wait.. :> i miss them all... not Forgetting my Da-jie... haha miss her tooo....

As i am writing this, i suddenly tot of my best buddy QiJing... i wonder how is he doin le.. realli long nv tok to him le.. and i hope that i can see him soon when i go back to Singapore.. Guess he shd b in Philippines doin some social work with his uni frens.. I hope he have an enjoyable time there.. I wonder hows everyone in 4GR is doin now.. hmmm miss them all... haha

“爱是不需要尝试的。它本生就是一种原动力。能爱自己喜欢的人，是一种幸福。要珍惜你身边所有的事务，即家人；一旦消失就很难挽回的。”

aM I tOo tIrEd?? Rest Please...

Its a 17th May, 4.40am mornin. Me, a simple guy sitting in front of the laptop. typing down how i feel at this point...

2 weeks of intense programming, non-stop workin in lab, doin wat i can to finish the proj, yet... no recognition was sae upon nor a word of compliment... Wat was back in exchange was hmm so and so is the best and he is the best.. Felt so hurt.. yet nothing i can do.. helpless is all i can find to describe myself... Time is passing fast this semester.. i tot that the relationship with my team-mates will b better then last sem.. but it seems otherwise.. i guess i am drifting further and further away from the team... They dun seems to b tokin to mi alot and they rather play their NDS with one another. Sometime when i took out my PSP to play, they will sae why are u not doin ur work.. still playin away.. all of us are like so buzy doin the proj and u are playin... Then when i keep it and start doin work, i saw them playin away with their console with one another and happily smiling away with enjoyment..

In lab, i usu dun sit with them cos there are no place ard. then haiz.. i jus felt that i'm being left out by the grp... alone, by myself... Even when they are talkin abt the dinne that they are gonna haf after the presentation, they ask one of my fren in lab : " hey wanna go for dinner in City?" He replied " so whose goin?" My teammate reply:" MOST of Group D will b goin.. " i dunno whether is i think too much or they mean the most is excluding mi... i Realli dunno.. i hope that i am wrong... and ya... sIghz....

i jus hope to see a nice and cohesive team jus like wat i had back in Singapore, when i had my Vacation Attachment..

sigHz... Grace is guess is the onli person that is realli nice to mi sometime.. Someone tt i realli wan to talk to.. When i feel sad or down... when i tok to her, even she do not know how i felt at that moment, she complains to mi abt how much stress she is having and so on so on.... i jus comfort her and rest assure her that everything will turn out fine.. as i encourage her.. i felt tt i am also encouraging myself in the situation that i am in.. how? how?? how??? then will i be able to mix with them... this semester i felt so stranger to almost everyone that i come across... i realli realli felt soooo bad.. I cannot feel the warmth that i used to felt.. onli coldness, complaints, comments...

Am i imagining so much stuff myself? am i jus being paranoid? or am i jus missin my family in Singapore? wAt can i do???


* tIme iS AlwaYs on The MovE.. NothinG can Be Done To sTop it.. tHe only tHinG that You can Do, is To gIve youR self a pIecE of BeautifUl mEmoRy thaT wiLL lEt you RemembeR tHat MomEnT in LifE fOrEva...

Day bY dAy...

Time flies.. hmm exam coming le... Assignment are all due-ing soon... Everyday in Lab till 2 - 3am.. jUs to finish up the work.. wats LIFE??? haiz... Well i guess tt life.. TOugh but make u stROnger.. i wan to be a Strong guy.. no Weakling... I wan to bE a ConQuerOr.. not a DefeAt.. tIme is always nt oN our side.. i gueSs haf to push thru and do our best... Holidae is AwaitIng.. so Thats the current aim to push us ALL forward.. hmm

*I must Excel in EvEryThing i Do.. I will OVERCOME adversities witH COurage, Fortitude & Determination.

Loved oR bE LovEd????

I somEtiMe realli fInds that tHis world is Realli funi.. why pple wiLL rEgret?? Why Pple will feel bad.. why?? pple are aLL injected with many many fEeling that is not explainable... wAt if one dAe we dun haf such Feeling... izzit a Good thing?? pple Will nt fEel so bad if the pple dO something realli bad.. We simply jus sae oh.. okie.. Tt it.. end of story.. Why we ponder over issues... why??

If a person haf not judgement on rite or wrong-doing.. izit good..? We will nt haf to think thru sooooo..... much over past issues.. and thinking if itS rite or wrong.. i Realli dunno wat to do now... confused and low on faith...

dunno when then i will b able to get thru this stuff... i try..

*nOthinG in This wOrld iS biG enOugh tO dEter u fRom the MisSion ya On.. The Onli Root pRoblem is UrsElf and yA AtTitude TowaRds the MatTeR...

lOnEr's worDs... & World....

Feeling Hollow.. feeling Disappointed.. Felt the World is @ an End Point.. Nothing much that i can do to Bring a Great Difference to the World that i'm living in now.. Everything seems to be in A terrible mesS.. Wat can I do.. What can I sAy.. Nothing..

Time dun wait.. nor it Reverts.. It goes on and on foreva and ever.. Things that haf become the Past will nV b in thE Present again.. Wat u can hope that You can make it happen again in the future once more. Wat is happening.. Wat is going on? i Realli dun noe wat to do now.. Being left out by pple... who can i Trust now.. Have done so much and yet get no return but humiliations... Wat a world it is.. Does it help to be good to pple.. does it help if u devote ur self to God? Does it?? i am realli doubting...

Have i been not a good follower? or is god jus out to play mi out?? Given mi something and yet take it away... Is that a test or a joke that he wants to play on me... i'm realli confused..

Isit difficult to find someone u realli love? and the PERSON that loves u too? izzit SO..... Difficult? i guess it is.. well SINGLE is still the best... cAreFree and Lonely... Well i Guess i am nt a person that will b able to find my true love... LonEr ForEva...

* You haVe thE ability to make A choice, a DiffeRenCe. The only problem is whether YOu wanna make the RIGHT decision...

HappY LabouR Day...

wAh.. Labour day is here again.. in Singapore.. haha time realli flies... here i wish all PPle in Singapore a Happy Labour Day.. :> chEers...


I misS all of U all in Singapore.. awww... :)