ThE p@sT, PrEsEnt & FuTuRe re@liTies...

iMpatIence...

2008-04-12T00:58:00.004+10:00

tOdae i was on the phone with her.. as usual, was trying to find out how she is egtting.. any progression from her wound and her feeling... wEll i realli dunno am i doin it right to ask her all these kinda question... but i jus wanna ask her becos i was concern abt her injuries.. been kinda long.. hEr reply was still the same.. "ok lor.. still the sme.. wat else u wan mi to say.. nothing new mahz..." she still is very impatient talkin to mi.. i realli dunno y is this so.. sIghz..

I'm tryin my best to make the best tone out of me and ask her nicely "am i making her feelin pissed?" or "is there anything i can do to make u happier then now??" what can i realli do to make her feels better then now? how tO let her talk to mi in a nicer tone.. and also i was trying to bring the topic away from her about stayin at my plc overnite which i nv bring up.. Guess wats the answer... "wEll i wanna go back home before 9.30pm okie.. cos i wanna go back home and watch the channel U show.. dun wanna bother u till so late. i dun wan to stay at ya plc for so long." at this moment, my heart jus sank even deeper.. she cares more abt the show rather then accompanying mi... It has been nearly a week that we had never meet up or so.. i was jus so eager to meet her tml and that the reply i got.. actualli wanan gif her a surprise tml in the early afternoon one.. but i am realli nt sure whether i wanna do that nw.. sIgh...

i wAs asking her if she wans to visit mi when she is better. she was tellin mi that weekday she got to study so cannot come.. will b busy.. fine... i take it.. but wat abt weekend?? u wanna come over and find mi?? tHe answer was.. "sEe how ba.. still far.."i realli dunno wat place am i in her heart.. How come everyday she will be telling mi over and over something that had already passed.. and talked thru.. i reali dunno what is she thinkin.. i tot she can forgive and forget about things easily.. but sadly, its in contrary.... i tried to talk nicely to her.. but all was in vain.. she neither wanna tell mi y is she still so angry or y her tone talkin to mi is so impatient.. i realli realli dunno.. i was talkin to her half way thru, she can tell mi to wait and start to play her console game while talkin to mi... i continued my chatting with her.. but all she reply was," so wat can i do.. wat to do..." it realli makes mi think am i someone so not impt to her that she can play and talk to mi at the same time... i jus felt very dejected and hopeless. even askin her over for dinner, she would prefer nt to come if there is an option....

y Am i having such a problem... aren't we tryin our best to understand one another and give in to each others? tEll each other how we are feeling? nt to hide anything... but iT seems like its not happen the way we had dictated when we first met.. i dun feel her loving mi as much as last time le... very much i would like to know all these are jus a dream and nv will happen.. we can live happily eva after... aM i juS to naive aBt wat our relationship realli is?? or i jus dun wanna accept all the happenin? i pray that her luv for mi is still as much as last time and we dun argue over wat our parents says... i pray for that..

i hope fOr a beTter tml..

需要你的爱

2008-04-11T01:04:00.006+10:00

tIme realli fLies... its already April.. we haf been together for 4 mths plus le... and wE had a 2nd accident.. this time was worse for mi.... i had to gO thru 2 operations on my right leg due to the fracture and muscle tear... bUt it is after the accident.. i felt everything around mi is changing.. how she treats mi.. hOw she talk to mi, how she reply mi.. hmm somehow or rather is very different from last time when we first met.. She doesn't seems to be concern over my injuries and din even bother to ask mi abt it till i ask her y she nv ask abt my injuries progression...

i feLt like a lost sheep.. i reAlli dunno y our relationship has become somehow one-sided.. i felt she doesn't care abt mi as much as how she used to be.. probably is due to the fact that she is hafing some kinda depression or wat.. but she doesn't talk to mi as if i'm like the boyfren.. i felt she is talkin to mi more like an impatient person who wanna go do her stuff and jus skim thru the conversation with mi... I try my best nt to think in such a manner, but as always when i talk to her she felt impatient and most of the time is single word reply..

fOr the past 1 plus weeks i haf been talkin to myself.. am i thinkin too much into it.. or is she always like that.. but i dunno is it my own mindset or my own thoughts that she prefer to talk to her family rather then to mi.. always on the phone.. she seems to talk to her family in a much better tone then with mi.. as if i'm boring her with a lenghty and useless converstion.. tryin to put down the phone ASAP so hat she can go do her own stuff.. Watch tv rather then talkin to mi.. i realli felt vex abt this relationship... first time in my life i had encounter this... i realli luv her and want to perservere thru to see our future.. but now it seems to mi as very cloudy and stormy... Not like what we used to have.. clear and sunshine relationship.....

iS god punishing mi for having an unbalanced yolk... i hope its nt... i hope to bring her to salvation.. to god i pray in mighty jesus name.... :>

mY nEw rEsolUtIonS... ^_^

2008-01-28T22:13:00.000+10:00

tOday is thE 8th day since the day oF my Accident.. well It was realli a moment then.. i only tot of Kelly on my bike.. is she ok.. is she in danger?? i was sooo worried.. time iS reAlli passing fASt.. my bike is now in the WrkShop and will onli be ready after CNY.. i hope thats a good sign and things like this will nv happen again.. i pray..

nEw yr is comin in and I am glad to haf someone to spend my holiday with mi... mY luv for her is growing more and more.. i jus felt that she is part of mi and i cannot do without her.. everyday and every nite.. i jus wan her to b with mi.. now tHat she is injured, i must take good care of her even more.. to prevent her from geting hurt again.. i miss her and i luv her... :> I hope that everything is goona be better as times goes by...

LoNg Day...

2007-12-28T02:25:00.000+10:00

Wah.. it haf been a realli long long day.. flew to TaiwaN took ard 4 hrs and the moment we reached the Int'l AirPort, we took till like 1pm.. Then i rEalli miss my darling... SMS her when i reached taiwan but then i still felt that time is passing so slowly.. can't Wait fOr the time to pass super duper fast so that i can go back and accompany my dear dear.. Miss hEr sooo much.. Hearing from the in the tExt that she send mi, say that she was missing mi sooooo much. made mi felt soooo consoled and yet anxious.. cos time is passing so slow and she will miss mi even more.. i dun wanna torture her as such.. Baobei.. i miss ya soooo much.. will come back ASAP okok.. :> hugz and kisses... :>

TaiWan tAiwaN...

2007-12-27T02:11:00.000+10:00

wow... been realli long since i last wrote theis blog.. hahha.. Usualli when i'm goin overseas then this blog will comes in useful.. lolx.. i rememer when i was in overseas studying, this blog is where i tell out all my stuff.. aha well i will try to update this blog as much as i can.. hahaha

Well this trip to taiwan i'm gonna miss my darling... cos she is goona be in singapore... :

But i will get stuff for u okie.. baobei... :> luv u lotsa and miss ya muchie much... :>

JJ here.. "Lucky man i am to haf ya"

gOoD Day....

2007-10-25T20:14:00.000+10:00

wEll i guess.. in a werking environment, keeping yAself ocupied is bery impt.. i found out that i am such a lousy worker... nt even abt to keep myself awake most of the time.. arghz.. i guess i realli need to buck up in this area.. fElt s bad everytime i fell asleep... arghz...

I jus wanna train up myself.. and keep me self busy during work... :P

LifE haF tO Go oN...

2007-10-23T18:56:00.000+10:00

HaD been a long day isn't it.. Finalli i can get to sit own in front of my desk nd type some stuff.. hahaha.. I realli thanx God For letting mi talk to my buddy.. after taLkin tO him.. i felt that we are not so distants anymore.. well he will only be back only aft next year.. so yalohz.. gotta realli awaits his coming back..

Sunday, had been good.. i heard good testimonies from one of my Church friend.. she is sooooo AWESOME!!!!! cAn't stop pRaising her.. and agree with her on stuff that we haf discuss during our lunchtime.. Well .. what she haf said, realli touches my heart and mAke mi ponder more on how i shld react to pple when at times God wants us to reach out to people that is unknown to us.. well It's realli realli a big BIG challenge to mi.. for i am not realli one who is able to reach out so well as some of my fellows peers in BriSsy.. But i will give it a Try when the chance arises.. ahha rEalli looking forward to read the book that she has written.. wanna get inspired by her and works towards a bEtter tomoRrow and reach out to the heLpless pple amids us...

God will be there always to guide us and teaches us when needed... Praise the Lord for the message u haf got her to convey to me.. will try my best to do it!!!!! :>

GOd's pResEnces....

2007-10-21T18:16:00.000+10:00

wOw.. today is such an aWesome day... eVen though i'm late for service.. i manage to get there before the sermon start.. Hmm taking in the advice that Uncle Bernard tell mi when he is back.. i keep my heart realli open to recieve the words from the Pastor.. hmm it wAs good... I felt alot of wat God wanted to tell mi and i realli thank god for giving me one more chance..

cUrrently i haf been attending CDS classes in the church so as to continue my own grooming and growth in God's faith. I realli hope that i will b able to get a divine appointment and direction in my Walk with GOd and grow in GOd more and crave for him even more then before...

And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him [Hebrews 11:6]

TimE tO Go On...

2007-10-03T01:00:00.000+10:00

Well well well... today is another day in camp.. workin out all the reports.. lolx.. but the good thing is we had a 2hrs lunch out.. lolx at Katong.. hmmm din know there are such good laksa there.. hmm the kaya toast is oso superb.. loving it all.. well i hope we haf more time to go out like tt as cohesion..

Today is 2 Oct which means its 7 days away from my 2A Tp.. hmm hope tt i can pass the test and get my 2A bike.. i realli wanna ride to work.. dun need to bother other pple to send mi to work.. haiz.. so paiseh.. then slowly i hope i will haf the time to get my class 3 license.. muahahaha

How Tough is It???

2007-10-01T19:23:00.000+10:00

Time Realli flies.. Like nobody bizz.... Time is not waiting for us.. Time is nt with us.. Always working against us.. How tough it is?? Day by day passing by.. no one realli care for my existence.. whether i am doin wat.. hmm well At least nt at my work place.. pple there are somehow much better then when i'm home.. of cos nt counting in my lovely sister that went church with mi..

It was the greatest thing that happen to the current part of my life that she is open to GOd.. I'm gonna thank god for that and making it possible for my little sister to b at my side.. Praise u lord and love u sooo much.. With u.. only am i able to find peace and love.. Only talkin to u makes mi feels like home.. I dunno wat to do at hm to please everyone.. No matter wat i do is either i'm in the wrong or i am not responsible or i am angry at them.. there isn't ONE instant where they think that i am caring for them and all they can say is play apologise and he will forgive u.. i Tried but seems like i'm in the wrong when i care for them.. How TougH is It...???

How Tough is iT to please someone.. To make them understand that u care for them.. and let they realise that its nt all the time they are correct.. I trIed.. Its realli tough.. Realli toUGh... sighz... i wonder when will i be able to haf such a gracious heart that God desire us to haf... I pray... hope that it will come.. and i will b able to handle things in a more gracious way.. :>

"If anyone does not love the Lord - a curse be on him. Come O'Lord! The grace of Lord Jesus be with you. My love to all of you in Christ Jesus. Amen." [1 Cor 16:22 - 24]

Thank God all EveRyThing

2007-08-03T11:50:00.000+10:00

wow.. had realli been a long long time... din realli wrote alot.. well was busy with some household stuff and yup.. been praying so.. Han dun need to worrie:> lolz... I haf been on holidae for the next 2 weeks and then goin back to work soon... I realli enjoyed myself in sydney.. hope that i can go there more often then normal... i luv it so much...

Well will keep u all update here.. sorri for the long delay.. lolx

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Sydney SydNey...

2007-07-09T22:40:00.000+10:00

wow.. its realli good to be in holidae.. I haf met people whom i haf nv seen before till now and i jus know how big my family is.. hahah Realli Blessed.. Well Have been to many places in Sydney, but i will b goin to more places tml since i will b free the whole dae.. hahah

talk to u all Soon.. okok :P

mIracleS... of tHe LivInG Christ...

2007-07-04T09:18:00.000+10:00

"Lord Father.. I pray that Lord for u are the HealEr.. Lord you are the Mighty one.. Lord I just wan to pray and ask that Lord, you will be ble to hear my prayer in desperation and in faith.. I believe ya my healer and you are All i need, Lord God. I pray and ask that Lord you will bring forth covering and blessing to my families and Lord, grant them protection from Satan for he is always there to steal your Glory Lord. For what Lord you have done, all glories are to you and Lord i pray and ask that aBa Father that you are able to rebuke off any bad Spirits/Devils that are being planted by the Devil, in Jesus name, in Jesus name.. I rebuke you off Devil that is inside my Grandma and my Dad. I Rebuke you in Jesus Name.... Father i also wan to pray and ask that Lord God you are the Mighty one... Lord i just wana pray and ask that Lord you will be able to touch my grandmother and my dad so that they are able to experience ya goodness for u are the living God, Jesus Christ, Lord. I pray that they can bring testimonies to you Lord and glorify you Lord God.. So Lord Father i jus wan to pray and ask that Lord for u are the Salt and Light for us Lord. I pray that you will be able to shine off the darkkness that is over them now and pour forth them with your Love and Grace.. Lord.. I cry out to you in faith and desperation Lord.. Help me and guide me thru this time of toughness Lord.. i pray.. I really depend on you, rely on you to help me out in this situation... for Lord Father you are my Guide.. you are my Healer, you are my Miracle Creator, you are the Faithful God that i know and Love.. i pray that Lord God you will be able to touch my Families and I know lord you love them as much as you love me.. Lord i pray for ya grace and mercy to be pour forth onto them and let them be the testimonies for you lord and bring glories to you, in Jesus name lord... in Jesus name.. Thank you Father for your time and Lord Father i believes that you will speak to me thru many mediums and people.. Lord i desire you to talk to me and i wan to talk to you more about my families and friends lord.. So i commit this time, my families and friends onto your Mighty hand lord in Jesus name. In Jesus Name.... Amen.. Lord.. "

I really hope that God is able to ans to my prayer and bring about miracles into my life and let mi experience wat God has done and impact my life.. Lord... things at home is abit messy.. i guess my decision is finalised.. i know wat i am goin to do After my Graduation... God NEVER let us walk alone...

"Ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks recieves; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he ask for a fish, will give him a snake?" [Matthew 7:7-10]

"Father knows that you need them. but seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. [Matthew 6:33-34]

Mary Poppin' and Sun WuKong

2007-06-29T01:47:00.000+10:00

wahz... todae is like the best day ever le... went to Movie World for the whole dae.. was realli tired out by all the rides and shows that we have watched today.. Realli thankx my fellow friends that haf organized it.. Love it.. I hope that everything is good.. God help mi to reach the Train Station on Time.. so God haf make my day.. lolx.. prAise You Lord...!!!!

Now its time for Our Church Healing Conference.. Realli excited abt it and i yearn to see how God uses its hand to touch all whom are sick and hurt in soul.. Its a once in a lifetime experience... love it!!!

7 July i will b goin to Sydney for holiday le... so fun!! everything is in good place.. hahah...

Time haS Com3.....

2007-06-21T02:04:00.000+10:00

Wow... finalli exam is ovEr le.. hmm This sem is realli realli fast... like that then over liaoz.. hmmm Now finali i haf time to do stuff i wan.. lol.. go out with my frens.. go beaches, Goldcoast, evangelising, Sydney, Melbourne wow... tonnes of stuff on my list.. muahahaa. Well i realli hope that the exam result will be good.. cos i studied realli hard for them.. so many daes of sleepless nites jus to do well in it.. i hope it will nt go to waste.. haaha

So now i haf to come to a time where i need to make a choice of goin back to Singapore or stay here for one more yr to do my Honours Degree.. mmm wanna go back first but all my frens are tellin mi to stay here for one more yr since i'm on scholarship.. so i realli realli need to make up my mind on this issue.. if not i will haf to drag and drag... haiz..

i Hope god will point out an ans to mi.. lead mi to the place that he wans mi to go... and i will go... ok lahz.. dun write so much le... hahah

To be Continue.....

WhaTs e MattEr!!! Acquaintances..... Are we??

2007-06-12T17:58:00.001+10:00

Saw her talkin to my fren.. felt like i'm the one that know her the least... I felt like i'm the gooseberry between the 2 of them talkin.. walkin behind them and
pushing my bike.. and in front of me.. they are hafin such a good time talkin to each other.. i felt terrible... am i so insignificant to her... so punie.. Wats the matter with mi thinkin abt all this... Freaking contradictive and bo liaoz of me... Jus tinkin too much of wat u see that it.. haiz.... hahha well i guess there shld b a time where i shld jus treat her as invisible and dun see her in my life.. i guess that would b a good idea to keep her out of my life and dun tink so much.. lolx...

First time i felt so bad abt it... I nv felt so bad abt sch thingy b4.. Jus like i haf nth in common with her and we are jus acquaintance.. Best thing was that she ask mi to go home first since i'm on bike... well i guess thats the best part of the whole thing and i guess i'm speechless and " okie.. i cya them... bye".. rode off on my bike.. Too much too much for mi to handle... Freak... arghz....

Exams... CareGroup... Friends...

2007-06-09T01:11:00.000+10:00

wow.. Exam is here... Today is the fIrst pAper for this semester... i hope i can do well for it and get good grades... :> Time passes real fast... end of semester already.. exam period and holidae is coming... i realli had a wonderful time here in Brisbane.. My brothers and sisters in Christ had realli make mi feels like home..

Suddenly tot of my family.. Hafen been loving my dad and my mum.. Not been spending times with them and understand them... i wan to know them more and better so that i can talk to them abt my life.. abt everything.. so they will know me betta.. :> well Pray for goot Result n Blessing may pour forth on mi...

*But if We hope for what we do not yet have... we Wait for it Paitiently... [Roman 8:25]

Exam... Mugging...

2007-06-01T22:44:00.000+10:00

Finally Exam is coming.. that also mean semester is coming to an end.. I tink i will b goin back to Singapore soon.. to work and then save enough for my master program aft my bond.. I miss the pple here and the friendship that has been forged thru thick and thin... well no Choice.. i gotta finish it fast and go for my next job opportunities... :>

Mummy.... aha i will b back soon... and more nice food to eat... lolx... BTW, the birthdae SteaamBoat was soooo fun.. lotsa pple came and eat dinner at my plc... was realli big crowd.. love them all... lolx...

AmaZing Love of God & Grace...

2007-05-29T00:23:00.000+10:00

You Are My King (Amazing Love) Lyrics

Artist(Band):Newsboys

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken
I’m accepted, You were condemned
I’m alive and well, Your Spirit is within me
Because You died and rose again

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken
I’m accepted, You were condemned
I’m alive and well, Your Spirit is within me
Because You died and rose again

Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, would die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You
In all I do, To honor You

I’m forgiven because You were forsaken
I’m accepted, You were condemned
I’m alive and well, Your Spirit is within me
Because You died and rose again

Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, should die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You
In all I do, To honor You
In all I do, To honor You

You are my King
You are my King
Jesus, You are my King
You are my King

Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, should die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You

Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, should die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You
In all I do, To honor You

In all I do, To honor You,
In all I do, To honor You,
In all I do, Let me honor You.

hAppY BirthDay...!!!!!!!

2007-05-25T01:19:00.000+10:00

yEah!! today is the dAy.... sooo long i haf been waIting.. lolx.. i wiSh tt i can haf eVery haPpy things on Earth.... to go on and on... Nv stop and Family are in good health.. good relationship.. and lotsa lotsa stuff.. hee .. i wish tt everyone will b in God's good Hand... and have all stuff done up nicely for them... hee

i Love my Family and Friends..
HapPy BirThdAy!!!!!!

StaYin or LeaviNg?? DeCisioN....

2007-05-22T23:47:00.000+10:00

wAt a Week it is.. hmm, well Semester is coming to an end so does my degree.. Now i got to choose to do honours or go back and work.. rEalli a hard dEcision to make.. I myself oso dunno wat decision to make... i came here suddenly and leave here suddenly... no trace of where i went.. memories that i haf here is sooooo impt to me.. and the people here i met made me feels like i am wat i am.. no need to act ard, no need to so wat is so called the right thing... hmmm well i guess, my sheperd oso tell mi abt this issue and the advice as a fren was to go back to Singapore and work first.. then follow by study again... well i guess tt wat i will b doin.. but deep down in mi... i dunno wat i wan... dilemma.. Confusions.. Undecided.. Wat shld i do... Staying or Leaving....

i Miss my fRens heRe.. Hate to leave this plc... :<

*Sometime.. things are not meant for u to decide.. They are there for u to tAke it.. No question asked.. This is Destined fAte...

StrOng Ties & Loving Family

2007-05-21T16:33:00.000+10:00

Have been thinkin soooo much recently... i realise that having a good family and strong ties with ya family members is realli realli impt.. I too realise wat mummy says is realli true and real.. " No one except ya family will be there for u when troubles arises. They are the onli group of pple that will scold u for ya good and bring u back to the right track..." Tis is realli realli hits my heart when i am writing this blog.. NOW i mean... I miss my sisters and my parents.. realli have been with mi thru all the tough time that i have Experiences.. I LOVE them more then any other things.. that is in my life..

I always too pray to God that " make my family a happy and close family.. Let nth comes btw us and make us all stronger.. My sisters will be healthy and cheerful as always.. less bad temper periods and go out with us more..." I also pray that i will b closer to them and put them in front of my friends and games.." i know i have been pretty bad talkin to them at them but i am trying.. Everytime i saw them callin my on MSN.. i am happy and yet not happy.. cos mummy will act cute again... lolz... i seldom see Liwei talkin to mi on msn.. well i hope i can tok to her more then last time.. maybe she is busy with her stuff and yup... thus no time to tok to mi.. but its alrite... i can wait.. :> i miss them all... not Forgetting my Da-jie... haha miss her tooo....

As i am writing this, i suddenly tot of my best buddy QiJing... i wonder how is he doin le.. realli long nv tok to him le.. and i hope that i can see him soon when i go back to Singapore.. Guess he shd b in Philippines doin some social work with his uni frens.. I hope he have an enjoyable time there.. I wonder hows everyone in 4GR is doin now.. hmmm miss them all... haha

“爱是不需要尝试的。它本生就是一种原动力。能爱自己喜欢的人，是一种幸福。要珍惜你身边所有的事务，即家人；一旦消失就很难挽回的。”

aM I tOo tIrEd?? Rest Please...

2007-05-17T04:39:00.000+10:00

Its a 17th May, 4.40am mornin. Me, a simple guy sitting in front of the laptop. typing down how i feel at this point...

2 weeks of intense programming, non-stop workin in lab, doin wat i can to finish the proj, yet... no recognition was sae upon nor a word of compliment... Wat was back in exchange was hmm so and so is the best and he is the best.. Felt so hurt.. yet nothing i can do.. helpless is all i can find to describe myself... Time is passing fast this semester.. i tot that the relationship with my team-mates will b better then last sem.. but it seems otherwise.. i guess i am drifting further and further away from the team... They dun seems to b tokin to mi alot and they rather play their NDS with one another. Sometime when i took out my PSP to play, they will sae why are u not doin ur work.. still playin away.. all of us are like so buzy doin the proj and u are playin... Then when i keep it and start doin work, i saw them playin away with their console with one another and happily smiling away with enjoyment..

In lab, i usu dun sit with them cos there are no place ard. then haiz.. i jus felt that i'm being left out by the grp... alone, by myself... Even when they are talkin abt the dinne that they are gonna haf after the presentation, they ask one of my fren in lab : " hey wanna go for dinner in City?" He replied " so whose goin?" My teammate reply:" MOST of Group D will b goin.. " i dunno whether is i think too much or they mean the most is excluding mi... i Realli dunno.. i hope that i am wrong... and ya... sIghz....

i jus hope to see a nice and cohesive team jus like wat i had back in Singapore, when i had my Vacation Attachment..

sigHz... Grace is guess is the onli person that is realli nice to mi sometime.. Someone tt i realli wan to talk to.. When i feel sad or down... when i tok to her, even she do not know how i felt at that moment, she complains to mi abt how much stress she is having and so on so on.... i jus comfort her and rest assure her that everything will turn out fine.. as i encourage her.. i felt tt i am also encouraging myself in the situation that i am in.. how? how?? how??? then will i be able to mix with them... this semester i felt so stranger to almost everyone that i come across... i realli realli felt soooo bad.. I cannot feel the warmth that i used to felt.. onli coldness, complaints, comments...

Am i imagining so much stuff myself? am i jus being paranoid? or am i jus missin my family in Singapore? wAt can i do???

* tIme iS AlwaYs on The MovE.. NothinG can Be Done To sTop it.. tHe only tHinG that You can Do, is To gIve youR self a pIecE of BeautifUl mEmoRy thaT wiLL lEt you RemembeR tHat MomEnT in LifE fOrEva...

Day bY dAy...

2007-05-11T04:28:00.000+10:00

Time flies.. hmm exam coming le... Assignment are all due-ing soon... Everyday in Lab till 2 - 3am.. jUs to finish up the work.. wats LIFE??? haiz... Well i guess tt life.. TOugh but make u stROnger.. i wan to be a Strong guy.. no Weakling... I wan to bE a ConQuerOr.. not a DefeAt.. tIme is always nt oN our side.. i gueSs haf to push thru and do our best... Holidae is AwaitIng.. so Thats the current aim to push us ALL forward.. hmm

*I must Excel in EvEryThing i Do.. I will OVERCOME adversities witH COurage, Fortitude & Determination.

Loved oR bE LovEd????

2007-05-09T04:56:00.000+10:00

I somEtiMe realli fInds that tHis world is Realli funi.. why pple wiLL rEgret?? Why Pple will feel bad.. why?? pple are aLL injected with many many fEeling that is not explainable... wAt if one dAe we dun haf such Feeling... izzit a Good thing?? pple Will nt fEel so bad if the pple dO something realli bad.. We simply jus sae oh.. okie.. Tt it.. end of story.. Why we ponder over issues... why??

If a person haf not judgement on rite or wrong-doing.. izit good..? We will nt haf to think thru sooooo..... much over past issues.. and thinking if itS rite or wrong.. i Realli dunno wat to do now... confused and low on faith...

dunno when then i will b able to get thru this stuff... i try..

*nOthinG in This wOrld iS biG enOugh tO dEter u fRom the MisSion ya On.. The Onli Root pRoblem is UrsElf and yA AtTitude TowaRds the MatTeR...

lOnEr's worDs... & World....

2007-05-07T19:36:00.000+10:00

Feeling Hollow.. feeling Disappointed.. Felt the World is @ an End Point.. Nothing much that i can do to Bring a Great Difference to the World that i'm living in now.. Everything seems to be in A terrible mesS.. Wat can I do.. What can I sAy.. Nothing..

Time dun wait.. nor it Reverts.. It goes on and on foreva and ever.. Things that haf become the Past will nV b in thE Present again.. Wat u can hope that You can make it happen again in the future once more. Wat is happening.. Wat is going on? i Realli dun noe wat to do now.. Being left out by pple... who can i Trust now.. Have done so much and yet get no return but humiliations... Wat a world it is.. Does it help to be good to pple.. does it help if u devote ur self to God? Does it?? i am realli doubting...

Have i been not a good follower? or is god jus out to play mi out?? Given mi something and yet take it away... Is that a test or a joke that he wants to play on me... i'm realli confused..

Isit difficult to find someone u realli love? and the PERSON that loves u too? izzit SO..... Difficult? i guess it is.. well SINGLE is still the best... cAreFree and Lonely... Well i Guess i am nt a person that will b able to find my true love... LonEr ForEva...

* You haVe thE ability to make A choice, a DiffeRenCe. The only problem is whether YOu wanna make the RIGHT decision...

HappY LabouR Day...

2007-05-02T00:03:00.000+10:00

wAh.. Labour day is here again.. in Singapore.. haha time realli flies... here i wish all PPle in Singapore a Happy Labour Day.. :> chEers...

I misS all of U all in Singapore.. awww... :)

Mid-Semester iS rounD e CorneR...

2007-04-26T00:13:00.000+10:00

Days passing one day by another... still i am doin my normal work as a student and also busy with all the assignment that is current doin... Was realli not eAsy.. so i guess hard work is impt.. ny Bike, the Chain broke off.. hmm gotta bring it back to the Shop to fix it back.. lolz.. will ask them to change a betta chain for mi... humpf...

Next week my mid-semester exam will b coming so i realli gotta spend time goin thru all the lectures that are tested and make sure i score them well hahah ... cannot waste one.. i Hope that i can take up Master Program once i haf done my Degree.. coS i think hafin a Honours is nt good enough in Singapore.. Everywhere is Honours Students.. but not Master.. though its getting common oso.. hah well i jus wanna hope i can do more studies b4 i go ack to work... lolx.. ok lahz... Tiring dae... gotta go slp.. hahaha Good nite EvenyOne.... lolx

Tiring lonG dAy,,,

2007-04-23T21:12:00.000+10:00

Wow.. was realli quite long since i last update my blog... WAs realli bz bz with the skool work coming up.. Jus finished checkin my stuff and realise that i actualli got alot of work to finish up.. so was rushing the work and my project...

Well.. well time is realli goin at an Amazing speed.. so fast this semester is coming to an end le... i jus hope that i can do well in my exams and continue in my studies... May god be with u and me..

*Wonders and Miracles will happen if we Believes.

hOw to bE a GoOd Travell3r???

2007-04-18T22:32:00.000+10:00

Well, to me, as a good traveller, I would wan to travel as MANY places as i can possible in the shortest period of time.. so This time round when i was in Melbourne, i went to At least 3 places of interests in @ day.. haha.. kinda proud of this achievement.. lolz..

How to travel effectively and efficiently, well i guess we need to plan the places tt we wanna go in advance and MOST importantly is we need to know how to get to the places we wanted to... Tram, Train, Buses and Ferry.. try to get hold of the info and the timing of the transports so tt minimal time is spend on travelling and u will haf more time to walk ard takin picture, videoing, etc...

i Think this time i haf realli got myself exposed to Victoria State. Its realli BEA-utiful.. So i jus hope tt this little tips will be able to help u out when u are travelling... Oh.. one more thing.. if u are travellin as a group, its cheaper to stay in a dorm (e.g. 6-person dorms, 10-man dorms, blah blah blah..) okok lahz.. dun sae le.. let u all see the pictures i haf taken.. will try to show u all more if i can... ;)

To Be Continue....

"Ask and it will be given to U; seek and you will FinD; knock and the door will be OpeNed for U. For everyone who asks receives; he Who Seeks FinDs; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." [Matthew 7:7-8]

Back To BrisSy....

2007-04-16T23:26:00.000+10:00

Finally school is startin le.. Back to real work.. Mid sem is also coming.. Gotta realli work hard this time round..

Melbourne is realli a good plc to go for backpack.. realli alot of nice place to go to.. After the convention, i went backpacking in Melbourne. I went to Port of Melbourne, where the Spirit of Tasmania was there, St Kilda beach and market, Melbourne Uni, the Observation Tower of Melbourne, etc... was realli too much to tell u..

There are realli lotsa good food in Melbourne. Asian food alone is already too abundant in the CBD area.. haha not like in Brissy.. only got Sunnybank and Fortitude Valley.. lolx... but i guess Brissy wil improve as times goes by.. lolx...

The Federation Square was also an attraction.. many people came to this place to see how it looks like.. jus a few daes b4 i came back to Brisbane, there was a Red Hot Chilli Pepper Concert.. Arghz... i din know.. then i missed it.. wat a waste... but its ok... got fate will see again one..

The Flinder Station is also very classic... i like tt place.. can bring out the geez of Melbourne. Lovely place.. They too haf lotsa Alley-way where all the good food are... Graffiti is also another "IN" thing in Melbourne Alley, Railway areas, Warehouses, etc... they are realli beautiful and artistic... cannot believe tt pple are realli so artistic manz... hahah..

The Central mall area is very majestic.. lotsa shoppin centres and posters.. Trendy and noisy.. jus like Singapore Orchard Road.. lolx... felt like in singapore when i was there.. the onli DifferEnce is the temperature.. Its abt 20 degrees + or -.. but i'm still ok with it.. like the weather there too.. so cooling.. like aircon like tt.. lolz... ok lahz.. tt for todae ba.. Tml then tell u more... haha

TO bE ConTinue...

*For the wages oF Sin is Death, but tHe gIft of God is eTernal Life in Christ Jesus oUr Lord.

[Romans 6:23]

Melbourne Convention... I RemembeR!!!

2007-04-14T22:42:00.000+10:00

Wow.. was really having tonnes of fun in Melbourne for the past 11 days and 10 nites.. Convention is Awesome, thE backpacking was fun and the travelling is even better.. hafen had such good time after my last backpack trip in Malaysia for 12 days.. lolx. Been to many famous places in Mel and the biggest shopping centre in the Southern Hemisphere --- ChadStone Shopping Mall.. lolx

This Shopping centre is so BIG that it took me nearly half a day to finish... Oh i guess i shld start with the convention.. So during these 4 days of convention on "A Prophetic Church".. i tink i have realli learn alot. I learn to submit to god and to hear God's voice.. its realli amazing that god can speak thru our heart. It realli made mi feel sooo good when i was communicate with god.

I also learn about "Evangelising Out" in the convention. how the Evangelist actualli reach out to the public and how they brought pple into Christ.. its realli amazing. They healed the pple who cannot walk and the deaf to be able to hear. blind starts to see.. realli praise the lord for all this to happen..

I realli felt tt god was touchin mi... i desire more.. gee.. Well after the convention, iTs backpacking time.. i realli took this time to take tonnes of picture.. i dun wanna let my memories be gone with the wind.. so i decided to take as many picture as i can possibly can. Well i will trll u all more abt where i went in melbourne and stuff in the next blog.. haha i practically haf visited the whole of Melbourne City and the suburb.. Had a great time okok.. i will put more picture so that u can see where i went.. okok

yEah.. Goin gOin goIn...

2007-04-05T02:20:00.000+10:00

Finally, the day has come... haha todae 10am i will b goin on my way to Melbourne.. Guess there will b tonnes of funs & laughters happenIng.. loVe it..

Todae had nothing much jus Wanna write abit of stuff b4 i leave for Mel.. Hmm Hope tt every thing is gonna turn out well down there.. and we will b able to enjoy ourself to the max... ahha.. Alrite.. Tt all for now.. haha CiaoZ ciAoz..

*Be patient, then, brother, until the Lord's coming. See how the farmer waits for the land to yield its valuable crop and how patient he is for the autumn and spring rains.

JamEs [5:7]

MelbournE heRe i am...

2007-04-03T23:29:00.000+10:00

yeahz... In 2 daes time i will be goin to Melbourne for Oceania Convention.. its annual event that is held in different states.. This yr its there.. also gifs mi an opportunity to see how its like.. i luv to travel..

God says we must learn to grab the opportunity and the timing must be good.. so This time i guess i'm realli blessed by my caregroup.. Able to make it to this convention is realli lucky enough.. I pray tt everyone tt goes to this event will haf a great time and hears god's messages.

At the same time i will be there for near a week so tt i can explore this beautiful state. though Birsbane is stll the best.. lolx.. i wanna take lotsa pic and share with all my family and frens. lolz..

*As the Heaven R higher then Earth, So aRe my Ways Higher then Ur wAys & my Tots hIghEr then ur Tots [ IsAiaH 55:9 ]

My MumMy is Cute...

2007-04-02T00:35:00.000+10:00

SomEtime i realli think.. is my mum realli 47 mahz... Is she realli that old.. Apart from the whitish colour hair.. she dun seems to be of this age.. So cheerful, so carefree.. so loving to the family, esp my little sis..

I miss her most of the time.. but i dun call home to tok to her often.. i guess i'm jus afraid that she might burst into tears when i wanna hang up the phone.. she will say " Bye Bye.. Bee bee.. okie.. Must call mi when u free again.. Mummy miss u alot.." Todae i called back home..

She din know it was mi.. i told her.. "Harloe.. its mi lahz... call back to see if u are okie anot.." then she was sooooo happy.. i was happy in my heart when i know she was delighted when i call back.. i know i make the rite choice.. but She is so caring for mi tt some time i jus take it for granted.. Took it that it is a must to treat mi well... Nv haf i treated her so well.. mummY waS always there for mi when things are not riTe.. She is always there for mi when i needed her... i luv her but yet i take her for granted..

Sometime when i am in a bad mood.. i will throw my temper.. then i jus speak to her loudly.. and as if she has done somethingy wrong... its not rite.. its noT wat a good son will do to hiS mum.. i jus felt sooo bad abt it i always regret and repent.. Telling myself not to do tt again to her.. she is my mummy.. She always tell mi "This lifetime we haf the fate to b mother and son.. Only this lifetime.. Next lifetime we might not haf the chance anymore le.." i always tot abt it in my heart.. knowing tt.. i will be tearing like shit.. cos i love her and i treated her badly.. Wat a son i am... Sighzz....

Todae when i called back.. Guess wat.. i ended tellin her off cos she forgot to draw out the money from the bank.. It was so wrong.. then i wanted to put the phone down.. cos i was angry.. She said this "i miss u soooo dearly and hoping u will b callin back.. waited for few weeks le... cos u sae ya phone wasn't ready.. so i dun wanna u to call back.. Now call back le and i jus wanna talk to u and see if u are ok.. u talk to mi like tt... U dun love mummy rite.. Ok lahz... put down the phone lahz... "

This moment hit mi hard in my heart... she Cried.. i heard it on the phone.. I felt sooo utterly bad in my heart.. something jus pierced thru my heart.. and awaken mi.. i was wrong.. utterly, deep-shit wrong to talk to her like tt.. she is my mumMy.. my Onli mummY in this world Tt i lived in now... I immediately console her.. and speak to her in repentance.. we chatted for sometime and i chatted with her on cam..

Saw her on the cam.. she seems to haf more white hair then last time... i was worried and she said her back was hurting due to workin long hours.. i felt more heartaches then i ever had.. Jus hope tt she is ok and alrite.. i guesS i am a bad son... i neEd to realli reflect myself in this area..

I love her cos she is the onli mother tt i will ever had in this lifetime.. No second chance for this... "Its only fate tt brings mi and u to become mother and Son this lifetime.. neXt lifetime we might not even know each other.." so i here i do apologise to my mummy for wat i have done.. i will try to change for the better.. but i love u more then anything, miss u more than the capacity of the universe. Cos ya my onli mummy...

Ichigo & Me... WhaTs the SimilaRity...?

2007-04-01T04:12:00.000+10:00

seeing the pic by the SidE.. tt Ichigo in Vaziad mode.. where he Can control the mask & harness the power Of it...

i'm like him cos there is someone i like tt i haf to protect and luv... her is so near yet so far... i miss you so much... y... y are u so far in some place.. tt we can only chat thru the msn and hearing ya voice thru the phone..

*dO shoW mi moRe of ya Pic and so thAt i can sEe ya moRe ofTen...

I luV FriDae....

2007-03-30T15:30:00.000+10:00

Finalli everythinG has come to A pause now.. hAd my individual demostration todae.. muahahha.. was realli scare b4 i eNter intO thE room foR dEmo... ThiS mornin waS the BesT waKe up Call i haf Had in this sem.. "Ring!! rIng!!..." my phone was Ringing so loud with ThE Sesame St ringTonE.. hmmm I picked it up.. GueSs waT... "mY prOgram is Not wrkin propeRly now.." my freN saE.. wah... i immEdiaTely jumpEd out from my Bed and Rush ouT of the Hse... to Skool.. luckiy my neighbouR Victor got a Car.. i HOp in and He "Dong BanG" mi to skool.. haha phEw...

LuckilY there waS onli 1 less ";" in the code that cOs this problem.. haha So we SolVed it and well it was GreaT.. EffOrt paid Off... i Got full marks for the Individual dEmo.. and GueSs wat.. my Whole Team gotten full mark for This dEmo.. was Realli happy Tt our team was doin soooo welll

i Guess thIs time Round i Wasn't helpin them so Much but i will Definitely help ouT more in the FutUre.. hee Group "D" is "De BesT".. hee

TodaE gonnA tAke A brEak from Work.. Rest and Play is was i'm goNna Do.. and Slp.. hahah i miss my Slpin time and My dReamland, my Time with "Zhou Gong".. lolx

*Good Photo-taking... seSsion i hopE ya havE in tHe City.. "ContRast" is thE topiC u haF.. Keep it up.. :>

tOo muCh or tOo LittL3

2007-03-29T03:26:00.000+10:00

Todae i realli haD a long dae in skool... Marketing LecturE.. then go For Tuts.. well Everything waS good till i decided to mEet tsAm.. my hsemate.. wE decided tO go to thE nearest Supermarket to get some grOcery for the nice Since i'm cooking the dInneR.. and we also inviting our fRen over for some dinnEr..

So i went tO the supErmarKet with my big empty HavErsack. thinKin it might be Sufficient for the wHole trip.. So i parked my bIke outsidE. and wenT in happily.. I put a Trolley so that i dun neeD to caRry All the stuFf tt i haf tAken.. sOon the Whole trolley is Filled up wif mIlk, bEef, Chicken, ChickEn drumsTick, FillEt, JuicE, SofT DrinkS, BiscuiTs, saUsaGes, etc....

i went To the Counter haPpily.. paid!! grEaT now i RealiseD i haf Too much sTuff to 'StuFF' them inTo the haverSack... haha i dump all the drinks and milk, and stuFf into the Sackz.. then i caRried it up..

phEw.. it Was like 40kg fully load wiF food and Drinks... anD i stIll somemOre on my Hand to Carrie them Home... aWwwwwW.. I was so gooD to My bike Tt i jus Carry EverythiNg and push the Bike to the NearesT bus Stop.. hoping tt i can caTch a bus home witH my bike in thE bus.. i tot i was lucky... Bus 412 was heRe... i walk so Fast tt i staRted sweating like pig.. reAched.. ask:"
hmm can i alight the Bus... wiF my bikE? i tot we can put the bikE up in the buS..?" he DrivEr replied... oh I will be aBle to tAke u In......... wiThout ur bikE.. u can leave it here.. if u wan And take the Bus.. muAhahaA.. i Pleaded but no Avail.. so i decide to taKe a wALk back home...

inDeeD.. its A walk to Remember.. always.. how much i haf gone thru and How much sweaT i haf perspired over theSe food tt i bOught for e hSehold.. haha i'm proud of myself for hafinG a enduring mind and physical... All thankx to the pAst trAininG i had.. and When u saw This blog... i jus goT home From Skool... aka my second house..

Picture that u sAw are : "My bike", "The Route i took to Go home", "Me & my Harversack and Bike full of food... " and lastLy are "the delicious food" tt i cook.. ahaha

* HavinG a topic "i likE posterS thaT can Tok 2 Me" is not eaSy.. buT i can try my besT for tt.. tOdae I'm glad tt i know more abt u.. Thank You... :>

LucKy TuesdAe... & thE gIrl...

2007-03-28T02:44:00.000+10:00

toDae is suCh an aMazing day... Ytd was like studyin for my test till mad like that.. Haven reAlli finish all the Lectures then i go to Slp... woke up this mornin @ 7am to pia the last time... then was praying To god.. "Hey god... todae i Realli pt in efFort to study u noe... plS pls... Help mi in my exam todae.. i dun wanna get a fail.." so i brought with mi a Light of Hope to the Lecture thEatre.. eVery one was like rEAding thru the Multiple chOice qNs tt was posted up online.. for then to do.. but i nv even Touch it... jus meRely reAd thru it onli..

then i Tot.. god... wat is goin on man.. hOw come theY are reAding some funni stUfff that i nv See be one.. lolx.. Suddenly, i heard my frEn talking abt some 'Simon Law' theories.. hahah i felt EveN worst.. oH God, wat e hEll are tHey talking abt... i rEalli catching no "bAlla" haha so i prAyed again... "God tis time u MusT realli help mi..." tHat Simon thingy Betta dun come Out.. if not i will b In Deep dEep sHit.. cannoT wAsh Clean foReva.. aha"

so I guEss it was the Last min le.. I entered into the tHeatRe.. and crossing my fIngers.. pls... dun come out.. horzz... i put Down mybaG and went to thE last Seat in the thEatrE.. sat and waited foR in to beGin.. "Time is 9.30am, no peRusual will be Given cos i think its a WastE of time.." wat a nice way to put it.. and save time..

so We had a 1hour and 10min exam.. i Flip open the piece of Exam sheet, firSt qns, i know the Ans!!!! ahha so happi lahz... not bad.. but then followed on was like % qns i not sure.. nv sEe in my Notes one.. ahha o i tried to usE my analytical mind to tHink thru all the Qns.. and made the Choice i think is the mosT possible... i manage to finish the paper 1/2 hr earliEr.. but i sat thru and kePt changIng the answers i haf got.. so lastly i gave up.. i sae... "god.. jus Bless mi with ya wisdom and luck... i jus wanna get a good pass for tis paper.." so i did my last alteration and went out of the rOom.. i was feelin damn scared.. dunno when the result is comin out.. thinkin tt it will B afTer eAster holiDay...

TonitE... while i was in Lab doin my proj... suddenly out of nOwhere, my frEn msg mi... "Hey.. the result is out..." i was stunned.... sharkz.. wats goin on wiTh tt teacher.. mark So fasT wan us to die of hEart-aTtack iziT.. arghzz.... i dare not Check... my reSult.. i'm so afRaid... but i heard god.. telling mi... "jus do it... u can one... nv open u will nv know the result.. " so i click on the Grading link..." wow.. to my surprise.. i got 12.5 over 20.. though not tt good but i checked with my frens who hAf like studied foR 3 - 4 daes... they got the same marks as Me.. so i was thinking.. must be god's works...

i Jus wanna thAnx god for All this.. and i will strive harder to get better result in the next coming exam... Todae is a good daE.. hee..

well well, next blog i hope i hf more exciting stuff to show u all.. haha.. so keep waiting...

* Weather is Turning cold.. u know.. so put On MorE clothing.. to someOne who i Concern... lolxxx

TO Be ConTinued.....

SunDaY BluEs.....

2007-03-25T21:10:00.000+10:00

(Left Pic: XinYi & XinYang Center Pic: My PoseR Sis.. lol Right: Mi and My 2 coUsins.)

oH... one SundAe jus PasS like This again... tOt finalLi i can Haf a GooD SleeP b4 ServIce... but... gueSs wat.. I had a MeeTin in SkooL @ 10.0oam thIs mornIng.. hahaha.. No way I dun AtTend it riTe.. so i went.. well it waS good. At least We haD mosT of thE stuff Sorted out.. daRn later Got hurch SErvice.. Meaning i haf no Time to Study For my mid-Sem exam on Tues.. arghZzZ.. buT nonetheless, i sTill wenT for the Service todaE.. i hope tT by puttinG god in the FirsT plAce.. gOd will honouR mi back by BlessinG mi wiF good reSult.. of Cos i still hAf to put in HarD workzzz..

fElt like PuttIng up ThosE piC tt i Took When i WAs in SingaPorE.. hee.. tHey are thE haPpy Memo tt i haf in Sg.. my happY fAmily, cousin and a little new borned baby.. hee.. realli Miss theM alot.. haha

TimE is GonNa be goin FasT.. i Wanna Make my Time Worth iT here. . So i DEcided to pick up GuitAR and plaY for my cAreGroup.. i praY and Ask that God Will blesS mi With the Musical WiSdom.. so That i Can leaRn fast.. and conTribute to my Cell.. gee.. I guEsS i goTta go Study le... haha

To Be ConTinUe.....

I MisS mY TimE in SinGapoRe....

2007-03-24T20:16:00.000+10:00

sEeing all those Pic whEn i waS on CourSe with tis bunCh of HavoC friends realli haVe makE my tIme in SingpaoRE reAlli reAlli FruItful... bEsides doin alot of Research proj for aSsigNments. we oso Go Out Blading, joGging, Eat @ uPpEr Room... Really i hope that i can haF such a memoriable time AsAp.... sO back to BrisSy.. Work sTarts again... ASsigNment stArts and 1st Week LotsA workZ.. haiz... Well thatS life... I miSs my FamilY and Frens.. Qijing, SzE Tat.. YY, Yiwen, Steph.... hahaha I hopE all of us Can Be baCk like Last timE in 4 GraCe... So FrEe and EazY... DD- LeaguE can StarT again... MuaHaha.. Mdm Lee Tot we are haVing Some Academic Competition.. but noT the Fact... We haVinG a GoD of GambLer ComPetitIon.. haha

Times RealliS flY.. Last niTe Again i Was in thE laB.. Doin woRkz till laTe nitE.. 2nd OverNite sinCe the Sem STarted... Well ytD was rEalli Exciting... hee Pia-ing work till so late and dRinkInG reD bulL and Tea like NobOdY Biz.. haha Well Ytd Was ReallY good.. God was There For mi When i was Doin My Work... hee.. Helped mi a Lot and Gave mi The Perseverence to PusH on eveN thouGh i'M StrEss aT somE PoinT in Time... Well Workie wOrkiE.. Till tis morNin 7am thEn Finalli i gOt the Result I wanted.. Praise The Lord for Helpin mi and I will Work even Harder in time to come with yA blEssinG..

Lastly foR todAe's bloG.. i Jus wannA tell my LittlE sis a Big Thank U in Adv for HelPin mi To choOse the BLog skin.. i Like it aloT.. hahah a... HopE to seE it up Soon.. hee *HiNting you le worz... lolx.. xIaOMei... I miSS aLL of You... Dad, Mum, Da jIe and Mei Mei... will B baCk sooN i hOpe... muAhahhah.....

:P

FrIdaY is A dAe For RelaxatIon...

2007-03-23T17:46:00.000+10:00

Such a Fridae... at home finding my proj reSearch... realli like no life being.. but no cHoiCe.. wat got to finish got to finish...

i hOpe tt It can be done uP nicely... then The Overnites in skool is worth it.. Fianlly my team is picking up tHe PacE for the prOj.. haha This is tHe final paRt of the proj.. so We reAlli Gotta go alL oUt for it...

Ytd was too Bz doin wrK.. so no Time for Blogging.. haha But anywae Little Sis.. pls Help mi fix up the Skin When u can okok .. haha i will b bz wIth work anD aSsignMents.. haa I thank u in adv..

As for those who haF nothIng betta to Do.. hmm Pray for mi everydae.. lolx :x... thAts All for now.. hahah

Such a Day....

2007-03-19T22:52:00.000+10:00

wow... first blog i haf actualli written... haha kinda fun.. but well i guess tHis is like an online diary.. that i can vet out all i haf in mi for the whole dae... well i hope i haf lotsa stuff to sae to all of u.. haha

well i'm currently in australia studyin.. in my 3rd yr actualli.. stress wif lotsa proj and assignment... lucky i haf a good time-table to allow mi to relax more... lolx... todae i have a good dae... woke up like at 11 plus then go to city for a walk then go to skool for like 3 hr.. pretty lag dae for mi huh.. well nv tell ya tt i haf a tough weekend last week.. was in skool for like overnite jus to do the final Yr Assignment... god bless.. the code that i haf been researchin on workz out well and nth went wrong... hahaha... i pray and ask that wateva i am goin thru now will b smooth sailing and i hope that i can pass with great result.... hee i luv u all mummy and dad and everyone.. lolz.. huggz to all.. hahaahaha